Hi , I was 16 when i got it first time, I was tired that day because I tried to not to fall asleep because i had some problems of getting sleep at night time, I was anxious for like 6 months but i was thinking it was okay because i was in control of myself, I saw my friends when i was going back to home from my grandmas house , We started talking and then friend had weed in his pocket so I decided to try it so i would be on a good mood, I tried it for around 6-7th time in my life , It happened in mid november, Around 2-3 weeks ago, When i took that grass I instantly felt i was out of my mind and everything seem like ultra-slow! I was like okay I'm stoned and nothing more but I tried to get back to myself because I wanted it to end and the fact I couldn't do that , Made my heart beat really fast and I hydrated myself I was just trying to get out of that , We were talking and I was really really scared , I got back to home and I just fall asleep, After that day I was feeling detached myself but I don't know how it happened I did get out of that thing but it was coming on it's own maybe because i was thinking i was fully recovered and just sitting on pc playing games and BOOM i suddenly got same feeling, i feel like i'm floating and it hurt me really bad, i don't really remember what happened after that, but right now i lost feeling what is it to feel normal and be able to control myself, I just don't know how it feels , But i know what is it when you feel derealization or depersonalization , I'm getting it regularily and sometimes i feel like i woke up when i open my eyes widely and try to stop thinking about it , but yeah i feel scared that i will never feel myself and control it , it's really scary thing and i wont wish this to anyone , even a worst enemies , I'm trying to think that it's just my overthinking, I'm thinking like what would i feel if that thing wouldn't happen i'm literally bleeding and any advices or literally anything would help alot 
I'm going to neuropathologist tomorrow and I will explain the situation to her , I try to fight back but it's so HARD!!! I don't know what I'm feeling, I think that I'm going insane and i will never feel myself again x( I try to be motivated and whatever it is i will fcking beat it and it will go away but the more time i have it it's getting even more difficult but i think the thing itself is not getting worser and i hope it will go away, i would kill myself if i live with it forever i have short-term memory , i actually had really good memory, thanks in advance for any encourage/advices and more <3 ty
I had birthday on 22 november and i think i felt normal that day but it was better that day , i could feel normal i think.
Hey im 17 & I have smoked weed a couple times and it is not for me at all ! Not even drinking ! They both have made me feel paranoid in the past but weed has been scarier for me as well I have felt my heart beating so fast, my mouth super dry, I didn’t know what I was saying, I could hear my friends talking but felt as I wasn’t really there they sounded distant... anyways I stopped for that reason. I now deal with horrible health anxiety and mild depression I cry and cry & ask myself why am I like this ! Why cant I be normal ! It is hard... my dr has recommended me to physiatrist but I havent gone yet. To me it sounds like you have anxiety with panick attacks here and there I have heard that trying to fight it off can only increase your anxious mode. I pray to god when Im having a panick attack or feeling anxious to please take it from me I have faith and I do end up relaxing after a while. Please dont kill your self you can learn to manage this in the right way trust there is medications, therapies etc I have also done a relax time when I do breathing excersises I inhale and exhale a couple times and I start to clear my mind and it even makes me sleepy
Hey , yeah I had same thing, my heart was rapidly beating , inhale and exhale don't seem to work for me really , i have trouble sleeping at night😓I just don't know what am i feeling but i really wanna be normal asap x
Can you feel yourself now?
Hi yes I do feel myself but I still deal with my health anxiety & mild depression which I feel like I inherited from my moms side of the family & my
Mom herself. I feel sometimes I do deal with despersonalization tho
I have trouble sleeping at night too.. I feel sleepy during the day but at night its like I have energy and cant sleep until 12 am or 1am and occasionally a bit later
So , what are doctors saying you will be allright from time to time? Yea i feel sleepy at day x(
Datsky
You have an appointment tomorrow all I will suggest is you make a list of these feelings so She gets an idea what you are suffering from.
Personally I would advise you leave weed alone in the future and move on
BOB
Doctor just tells me to try to relax, sleep and eat well & she has also given me tips and has told me to tell myself if im not in danger then why am I anxious
Hey, i am not a big fan of weed anyway just this was my last time (6th) I just cannot feel myself thats it , like im missing myself rest is okay like i am not in control of my brain completely
datsky
How did your appointment go, ???
I have an appointment regards feet this pm so we are both
You are still very young I understand, it seems like Anxiety, if your short term memory is bad it may be you are over thinking what is going on in your life.
If you are really concerned your GP will put your mind at rest, this may help you move on. I have tests done on my memory last year and the course of treatment/tests lasted over five weeks. I really hope that is not needed as I am sixty seven years old and things like short term memory problems can be expected to show. When young anything congenital should be very rare
BOB
I am not overthinking its just like i cannot feel myself like i used to feel, like i am not in control of my head/brain i can smell i can analyse but i cant feel 'me' i dont know what to do she gave me some test , i can talk normally but i still dont feel myself and yes i am scared but i don't cry or anything i keep telling myself it's temporary and will go away everything is going to be okay
Hey, It's getting better and better , Some days are hard but I still manage to get out of it , The thing is when i'm tired same thing happens, but not as it was before , I can't still feel in the same way like i used to be but i know it's temporary and I understand I'm still getting cured , but idk why i feel this way when i'm outside , when i'm at home at PC i'm feeling normal :c