Hello all,
Male/34/UK/Non Smoker/Non Drinker.
For over a year now, I've been experiencing problems with my right ear, symptoms are as follows:
Ear popping, causing me to hear my voice in my head. This seems to be pronounced when I exercise and I'm breathing heavily. The pop can also make it so my hearing feels dulled rather than pronounced.
Ear crackling and hearing dulling on louder noises. I go to a lot of Classical music concerts, there's no instrument amplification and my hearing is fine during the performance, but on applause my right ear will crackle and the sound will dull to the point that I have to put my finger in my ear to stop it happening.
Eardrum fluttering. Rarely I get the sensation that my eardrum is fluttering, it causes a strange sensation in my ear but it doesn't go on for too long. Putting my finger in my ear seems to ease the strange sensation.
I've seen 2 different GP's and was given an Otovent Nasal Balloon to use, it did nothing to help. The 2nd GP told me it could go on for years and could just clear up one day.
Now I've just seen a specialist, she checked my ears under the microscope, right ear was fine, left ear has a grommet that I had put in 26 years ago stuck behind the eardrum.
She did the camera up the nose and said my Eustachian Tube holes looked healthy - This was the 2nd time I'd had a camera up the nose and I felt very sweaty/faint after this one.
Now she is arranging a hearing test (which is fine) an MRI (not so fine), this is my 2nd MRI and the MRI itself doesn't bother me too much, it's the waiting for results and panicking for weeks on end I am worried about. Also I'm guessing they will want to use contrast dye... I had this once before but I do worry about the health risks in having this.
I am a hypochondriac, I only go to the doctors If I really have to. I had issues with my liver in the past and received a panicked late night phone call from my GP who told me had 2 "growths" on my liver which were found in an ultrasound. After a 2 week wait for an MRI and 2 months of waiting for results turned out to be two benign tumours, a Focal Nodular Hyperplasia and a Haemangioma. The entire ordeal stressed me so much I developed stress related issues, general anxiety and a persistent feeling of a lump in my throat when swallowing that lasted for a good 4 years and hasn't ever really gone away completely. (This was checked my a specialist and nothing was found).
Add to this I watched an uncle die from cancer, my mother die from breast cancer over a 2 year period from 2012-2014 and my uncle die just last year from bowel cancer. As you can imagine this has done nothing to help my health related fears.
I feel that going for this MRI is only going to stress me out, my right ear is driving me mad but I might just put up with it as the options given to me so far are not something I would pursue... Ear grommets (again) or Eustachian Tube inflation/ballooning.
Ear grommets worry me because I know that eardrums sometimes don't heal, it's not a risk I am willing to take... I'd rather wait it out until I really can't stand it anymore. the ballooning sounds frightening to me too.
Anyone experience similar symptoms to me?
Many thanks.