grandfather dies and not feeling much

Mental health
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hello all.

my grandad past away 3 days ago and as much as i should feel upset i dont, which is strange considering how close we were. im an anxiety sufferer with servere health anxiety and take 100mg of sertraline everyday. is it possible this medicine has dulled my emotion or am i having a delayed reaction to his passing.

has anyone else ever experienced these feelings during tragedy?

any feed back would be appreciated

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Hi dear.

It happen. I was crying after my friend passed on. I went to her funeral, I saw her in a caffin. I was arranging some other staff that she requested from me while she was still alive. I didn't. Cry at all at all the day of the funeral. Reality kicked in on the later stage. That's when I started to cry and have Panic attacks and so fort.

Iam suffering from anxiety but before then I was 100% healthy.