okay so this all started happening after i lost my virginity in february. He wore a condom but ever since then i havent been me. i tested at 5 weeks, 10 weeks, 94 days, 108 days, 115 days and 145 days. They were negative i have a tiny pea size lymph node in neck i can feel a tiny one on the other aide as well people are saying i can get them from stress and worry and trust me ive been under lots if stress they never cane up until i was looking all over my neck for them. they just feel like peas they havent grown in 4 months! could this really all be anxiety? am i going crazy? my doctor started me in the anxiety pill lexapro. she has me seeing a therapist. people are telling me their conclusive after 90 days but idk. PLEASE HELP
sounds like anxiety hun. If you have been tested that many times you dont have it. were you tested for all STDs?
If you did the tests and they were all negative, you don’t have to worry. I think it’s more anxiety and paranoia on your part. Relax, I really understand you. Research the symptoms of hiv! I don’t think you have it.
yes i have been all of them. i was tested for herpes after 10 weeks was tested for hep b and c and a 2 times tested for both chlamydia and gonnerhea i was tested for all
trust me i have researched the symptoms multiple times.
I trust. If in doubt, take another test, but I think it’s been a long time … if you had HIV, you should have tested positive…
Did you have unprotected sex?
If not, unlikely to have HIV
no he wore a condom
So 99% sure you don’t have an STI. But do another test so you will be more relaxed. I hope I helped 
do you think it would have shown up by now?
Hey! I think you might have some form of OCD. When I was younger, I constantly had doubt in my mind that I had HIV. It was an unrealistic fear caused by constant doubt (which is part of OCD).I even had those pee sized lumps in my neck checked (they are palpable and move)and I still have them 10 years later. No matter what doctors told me, I felt validated for a little bit then had overwhelming doubt fill my mind again. I didnt realize this was part of OCD because I always assumed people with OCD do repetitive physical actions like hand washing etc…but in reality its considered the doubting disease..look it up…simple search on google “HIV fear doubt OCD” will pull stuff up lol. And over the years, you’ll realize that one fay youll forget about HIV and start obsessing over something else.
u r fine. stop thinking about it.