Hi,
I need some advice as I am experiencing high anxiety of a HIV scare.
on the 28th - 1 of this month I had an eventful weekend in which I went out clubbing with a few friends in the city! bare in mind this was during the coronavirus period which is obviously still on-going!
During this night I was super depressed due to work and other things in my life,so when my friends went home early i decided to go for a walk,were i was approached by a prostitute,with me being drunk i did pay her for her services,in which she gave me oral without a condom,but we had sex with a condom!
this finished and after that I was still quite aroused and ended up at the hotel room of a transsexual escort,i was drunk but i do remember the experience but what I am doubting is whether she used a condom when we did intercourse (her inserting her penis inside me) prior to this she gave me a blowjob…with a condom on,she let me do her but with a condom on,so she seemed very hygienic! even when we kissed it was just lips! I also did oral on her penis without a condom!
Now that exact weekend on the sunday evening I started feeling the flu symptoms (which I had a week before) kind of come back,and i thought this may have being just due to me ONLY wearing a shirt in the cold (i spent alot of time outside) without a jacket!
Now these symptoms have gone on for like 3/4 weeks now,they have got better but i still having aching joints and get the chills,I also googled the symptoms I had and they are also similar to the coronavirus and also other STD’s but primarily I am really paranoid this is HIV and im wishing it might be another STD
I googled the hiv symptoms on the nhs website and they are as follows:
raised temperature (fever) - Didnt have one
sore throat - had one early on but its gone
body rash - no rash
Other symptoms can include:
tiredness - not really
joint pain - YES
muscle pain - NO
swollen glands- NO
I dont think the escort would have gone in me without a condom,she even said she came but I couldnt feel anything so I assume she wore one! I used a condom with the other escort but she gave me oral without a condom.
so basically my biggest fears are:
getting oral without the condom
and giving oral to the transexual again without a condom
and finally did the escort use a condom going into me?
I have booked a HIV test and i feel so depressed and feel my life is over if it comes back positive,I wouldnt even want to live after the result comes back positive.
Can anyone assist me..
You only have 1/7 symptoms that you stated.