No puedo aguantarlo mucho más

i’m so tired of being on the verge of tears all the time, the thoughts are so overwhelming and it hurts so much. i am not special in anyway, i offer virtually nothing to this earth so what’s the point of even being alive anymore..? i have no one and it hurts so bad, it hurts when the one you want you’re pretty sure they don’t want you and the ones you thought you had leave you.. so what could change my mind to make me think this person would be any different? i am just so tired of waking up everyday... i wish i knew what to do but my throats tight and i can barely breathe. i feel like i’m going to die soon, i don’t know what to do anymore..

Hi Mariah 

We are here to help

Virtually nothing to offer well we all have something 

Sometimes it’s very hard but talking may just ease your pain 

Be strong u not the only one...I also feel that.

Hi Mariah - have you been to the doctor about this? 

If not, start there. You need to ascertain whether there are any other causes behind the way you feel.