Please god make it stop I can't do this anymore. It's too hard to wake up everyday in so much pain. I woke up today so low and I can't stop crying. I'm in bed thinking if I am have the courage to slit my wrist and end it. I just wanna scream I'm so tired of the suffering. I've lost all hope......what's left
You need to speak to someone now - is there anyone with you?
I have been waking up very similar for the last 3 weeks. Get support. Have you seen a dr? Try if you can just get out of bed and have a wash and something to eat. I have just done that and feel slightly better
There is ALWAYS hope. Act now and get the help you desperately need, phone the Samaritans, do something other than lay there, please.
Do it for everyone who cares about you....including me.
Pat
I have been feeling like this to pm if you want to chat more
I've been told to go to A&E and see the crisis team. I don't know that I want help. It means more pain and in the state I'm in they'll probably keep me there. I don't know that I want to be in hospital. I'm in my bed with a knife and some amitriptyline which will make me too woozy to change my mind. I won't live another day like this
What's happened to make you feel like this
You MUST go to A&E, any other options are not possible. Go now and let us know how it goes....I will be waiting.
Pat
You must not give in to depression otherwise it will win i have suffered for years now and the amount of times i have either overdosed or even tried to walk in front of traffic I wont let it win you owe it to your self. What medications are you on and what help have you had up to now, Only you can win this do it for your self.
I'm scared but I'm ready to let go now. If you believe in God say a prayer for that he forgives me because I couldn't be strong anymore.
Please let one of us help I know it's hard and life is dark but you must get help am fighting every day to get better and have felt like giving up lots of times but am not going to give up . am facing my demonds it's hard really hard but things have to get better and I must believe it and so must you together we can do this please let's do it together x
We are here to help you we all have the same feelings you must not hurt yourself anymore than you hurt now. Think of those you leave behind wondering why, please seek help urgently or come and chat to one of us x
Me i am no believer in god but i believe in me and you must believe in you im sure your suffering so much but we get one shot at life and its too precious to let go please call some one go to the hospital or chat to someone like me we all want to let go sometimes i suffer clinical depression it will always be with me but i keep fighting and you have to also . I am here for you.
Dear Ross as every otheR post has said to you.......please, please, please get help now......we have all been. THERE in that terrible, terrible. Place of hopelessness....and come through it with some certainty that things we face in life will!! Get better....in the meantime, try to talk to someone NOW, AND GO THE CASUALTY DEPT NOW...WE WILL HAVE YOU IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS AND BIG WARM HUGS ALSO.....
remember, you are worth as MUCH AS EVERYONE....with sincere AND LOVELY,THOUGHTS TO YOU...DEIRDRE XXX
HI SO SORRY. That post should have gone to jammydodger...
My apologies once again many thanks to you ....DEIRDRE XXX
I need to know how you are. I told you I would be waiting.
Pat
What's left is the rest of your life and it WILL get better. I recall being in a pit of hell certainly twice, not seeing anyway of getting back out of that pit - but I did crawl out on my hands and knees and stood back up and saw the sun shining again.
It's so hard, painfully difficult, almost impossible to see this as you are feeling now, but PLEASE talk to your GP and ask for support. They can refer you to all the right medical professionals and support groups, which will guide you into what to do next. My very best wishes for you :-)
Dear jammydogger, how are you ?? Please let everyone know how you are coping.. please...we are all worried about you,....we have all been in that same dark, dark place....
You must try to never, never, never ever !! Give up...you must have family members who care greatly for you...life can get easier and better...honestly....IT IS ALWAYS DARKEST BEFORE THE DAWN.....but THE DAWN always comes...
You deserve to get as much help as you can. From your GP and other specialists...it really can help to GET YOUR LIFE BACK..XXX. please let us all know how you are....big, big hugs to you....DEIRDRE xxx
Well said Deirdre. Positivity is the key to moving forwards jammydogger; It is hard to take those first few steps, but you must take them before you start running!
I woke up thinking about you this morning. I wish we could hear from you. I am hoping that we aren't hearing from you because you are getting treatment of some sort. But it would be lovely to know how you are.
I will keep you in my thoughts.
Pat
I'm still here but I'm not doing very well. They increased my meds but that's just about getting me by. I can't think, everything is overwhelming. A random phone call from my brother saved my life that day. I'm just lost and I'm off to see my GP again tomorrow. I'm hanging in there because of my family but I feel like I'm gonna shut down. Like I'm going to just snap and I just won't be me again