i want to take my life to be with my girlfriend right now
Hello Paul, keep strong, think of your beautiful son. Keep with the counselling. Praying for you.
Elizabeth.
Your girlfriend would want you to keep living Paul.
Losing somebody you love is so painful and you will never stop missing her, but live your life for her now - the pain will never go away but, it will get easier, I promise.
Stay strong
Fee x
You are needed on this earth right now, Paul, it isn't the right time.
Be strong a little longer and the darkness will start to lift.
I am keeping you in my thoughts.
Pat xxxxx
sorry but i want her back so much i really miss her what is the point of living without the one i truly love
how long will it go am so stress right now
sorry but that is the way i feel right now
Somebody mentioned that you have a son. If so, you have to be here for him. Killing yourself may or may not reunite you with your girlfriend but it will definitely leave your son without a father.
Life is hard, really hard; sometimes the best way through is to think of others over yourself.
Take care xx
yes to that but i have things in my head that are telling to take all my tablets and a part of me doesnt want to so i go for a walk and dont now where i am some time
i just need someone to talk to face to face thats all i want
I know, it's ok to feel this way.
Just think, if you take your life then your son will be hurting just as you are now and I know you wouldn't want him to suffer the pain you are suffering.
You can't just turn those suicidal feelings off, it's hard and they are all consuming. Just keep talking, talk on here, call the Samaritans, make a Drs appointment as soon as possible or maybe speak to a therapist or friend?
Remember, she would not want this for you.
ok thank you so much for your message
how are you doing
No problem, stay strong.
And not too bad, just taking it one day at a time. x
ok will do if i can get the things out of my head i will be ok
You are doing really well, you have come this far - don't forget that
I do understand how you're feeling and I hope I didn't sound harsh before. I've had a hard time of things and often feel so overwhelmed that I just want it all to end once and for all. These feelings scare me so much. But the one thing that gets me through is imagining how hurt, confused and sad my boys would be if I left them. That's what gets me through which is why I said that to you.
I think you should really go see your GP and tell them how you're feeling. You should be able to get help quite urgently if you're honest with the doctor. If that seems too daunting then please do call the Samaritans as they are fully trained in talking to with suicidal people. They will not judge you at all and will never tell you what to do. But just talking things through with people who understand will help. That and time, I know it's cliché but time does heal.
Just take one day at a time. You're strong. You can do it.
ok i will do
ok
Paul,
I had the same experience as you have, and have been depressed for some good years. I like to tell you a few things, and I want to be frank with you:
1. Try to deal with your depression. If you need medication, visit a doctor. whenever you have the thoughts of suicide, think of your kid, and his future, how much he needs you, and you deserve to live a life. If you have to change the location you live, or change your job, do so. Always say to yourself:"what do I gain by killing myself?". This world is big enough to have room for you. Take a trip even if financially you lose some money, or your job, its still worth it. So what? Its better than killing yourself. You will be amazed how much joy and opportunities are out there, if you only think positively by taking the first step.
2. As for your girlfriend, you're wise to forget about the past. I had a girlfriend, we loved each other, and she knew I am depressed. A depressed person can sometimes get into arguments easily, though he doesn't mean to hurt anyone's feelings, but its out of his control, and girls/women are very sensitive about what they hear. A wrong word said, can hurt their feelings. Thats how they are. So, if they break a relationship, no one can really blame them. But once she is gone, she is really gone. The more you try to go after her, the more she runs away. Let her have her peace of mind. If you really love your ex, think you love her so much that you let her go free. And you never know, its possible that one day she gets back, if you stay away from her life. Always give some depth to what life is really all about.
Ryan,Sorry did you realise that Paul's partner died.