Im just done with this.

Mental health
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Im so done and sad and disappointed.. i have had some issues with my stomach (burning and vomiting, no appetite) that was left undiagnosed - they just couldnt figure out what is wrong. It started back in February 17. I had numerous bloodtests, urine test, gastroscopy, echo.. and nothing. At all. It resolved itself overtime, i didnt sleep for many nights for it. I just wished it was over and I cried alot. You know how irritating it is to go to the doctor and they get annoyed with you? And people around you too. And you just feel hopeless. And everyone is like "you are mentally ill. You have anxiety." I did not believe it at all. They prescribed me instead of medicine for stomach, things like xanax and neurols.. they made me feel crazy.

And now, back in november 17, my stomach was okay. But something else started to bother me. It was heart palpitations. I would get huge heart palpitations after doing anything and sometimes while resting. I would get the feelings of heart stopping, it took my breath away and i started to cough, hardcore. Three days ago I was in Istanbul since I went through the biggest stress in my life, final exams at school (im 18). It was terrible.. so so so terrible, i was so exhausted.. it went well though, so my mom took me shopping to Istanbul for three days as a reward. And one night, the night before flight home, my chest started hurting real bad. But it was happening only when I moved or while taking a big breath.. the pain i would compare to a HUUUGE urge to crack the chest.. the pain was under my left shoulder blade too. It hurts so bad till now, 4 or how many days after. I got into a huge panic attack since i always have, without a fail, every day, heart fluttering in my throat and chest and i feel restless. It lasts for hours, until I fall asleep. Sometimes I wake up for that. It really sounds like anxiety but there is no way this could be just that. The fluttering is so intense. My heart is slow tho, around 60-80bpm. Its just the fluttering.. i cough all the time. I have indigestion, my stomach burns all the time. Trouble sleeping. Chest pains. Im positive that im about to get a heart attack. I also had fever these three days, around 37,5 celsius, which is weird.. while having the chest pains, it doesnt add up. I also have this tightness in throat..Its all been worse since one guy i knew my age had heart attack.. he died in a second. Its been so much worse since then. He was a healthy guy. I had 3 EKGs and holter monitor (but that day i felt no palpitations).. nothing..

I dont know you guys.. I cant sleep, i cant let go.. im just crying all the time since i feel trapped. I dont want to go get a job and such since I get nervous so easily lately.. i hate it. I want to be strong and i cant figure out the mindset

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Have you tried a new diet? Maybe more bland foods that are easy on the stomach? I really hope you get some relief soon! Hopefully after all the stress is gone from schoool. I know when I was in college my anxiety was terrible. I still get it was time to time. I’m working on maintaining a more healthy life style. It’s hard but I know I feel better when I eat good and exercise regularly.

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Just curious if you have had you're gallbladder tested ? It can cause pain in you're upper back and it can cause chest pain like a heart attack and it also causes stomach burn/ heartburn. I know because my gallbladder is bad only functioning at 12% and I have these symptoms and have to have it removed. In order for this to be diagnosed you will have to have a HIDA scan, not sure if it's called the same thing where you live, but it tells how much you're gallbladder is functioning. They also might give you a ultrasound, but that only shows stones or sluge, but not how much it is functioning. I don't know if this is you're problem, but just look up Information about it and compare how you feel. Hope this helps, if not I hope you find out what is causing these symptoms. But I have to say anxiety might be playing a role in this because you don't know what's wrong and that's scary, I know what's wrong with me even, but my anxiety has been at an all time high since I've been sick, so you are not alone in the way you feel because I feel stuck in a loop of thoughts that I cant shake. Just know you're not crazy, just because you have some anxiety.  We all have battles in different forms and it's just a lot of people don't understand what it's like because they've never been stuck in their own mind. I wish you the best of luck and hope everything works out for you.