Hi guys.. I need help with idenfiying what is my problem or what I am experiencing based on the following symptoms:
- tighness in my neck
- fidgeting/twitching hands
- alertness in responses
- general 'constant' feeling of being stressed (even at the moment of waking up in the morning I would begin to feel these)
- irritability due to that constant 'stressed' feeling
- poor decision making due to those stressful feelings
- agitated feeling
Background:
- I already tried researching some online materials. I'm thinking maybe I have some stress disorder or anxiety? Need help guys..
- It all began to appear last year when I reviewed for the engineering board exam.
- I was so pressured/stressed/overworked/too much worried - of failing the board that I did my best and reviewed frantically.
- At the middle of the 6 months review period, I began to feel these things, I began to feel so stressed and I also can't stop worrying and those tightness in my neck, chest and fidgeting fingers wont go away.
- After the board exam, I dropped every worries and just relaxed everyday. I would watch movies, play computer games, go to places etc. And then I noticed those 'constant' stressful feelings began to disappear. In fact for two months time after the board exam I felt great once again and forgot about all of these.
- However I noticed that when I am being under stress when I am applying for a job I would have those feelings.
- Now that I am working, I have those kind of symptoms once again.
->> Maybe it's because I am thinking too much?
->> Maybe it's because I easily get worried over the simple things in life? (Because i'm the type of person who will always do his best when given a task. I would always look for the best possible solution to solve a task)
->> Also, now I kind of start to think that I am kind of a perfectionist.
Thanks for any reply guys. I definitely need your help. These stressful physiological and even psychological symptoms are draining me and making me perform worse on my job. Also last week I even shout at my mother when she tried to lecture me on something. I was so stressed that I was surprised I shouted at her at the moment I heard she was lecturing me..