Is this normal?

Hi, long Tory short I ended up buying a camera to help me remove wax. My ear looks different to any I can find online, I did have a lot of issues when I was young and had grommets etc so it could just be from that maybe. I do have a cold at the moment but my left ear (photo) feels like it had popped, I thought it was just this cold but now I have noticed it looks different I thought best to ask if anyone sees anything of concern here at all please? I have no idea what I'm looking at really but from what I have found online my eardrum appears to look different, the white area in the middle then the extra area on the left, hopefully I'm overthinking it all.

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Stop poking things in your ears and see your doctor. These cameras make most doctors wince. They can damage the ear and introduce infection.