Verloren in meinem Kopf

Ladies, Do any of you just constantly mull over what could possibly be wrong in your life to make you feel so bad? This started massively for me in peri. I question everything and get wrapped up in the past...like did I travel enough, did I make the right decisions, etc... any of you experiencing this? Like a mid-life crisis mindset? This is so random, but I think about smoking a lot; like I want to get a pack of cigarettes and sneak off somewhere. It's weird!

Yes all the time, not the smoking bit but massive yes to all the rest. I question everything, tie myself up in knots, gone from somebody who was quite confident to questioning everything, then usually deciding I’ve done everything wrong!
its exhausting then I have a good day then back to it again.