Mental health anxiety after surgery that went bad

I had my gallbladder removed December 8th 2017 and still suffering. A week after my surgery I had a bile leak, which felt like on going hell with no relief. Got a stent put in which failed then another then a bile obstruction, followed by a narrowed bile duct. Now I have a metal stent in. Ever since then I had times where I felt like I was going to suddenly die, I have ghosting vision. I get weird headaches, warm sensations tingling and numb feeling in my body. I'm just a mess can someone pray for me. I have two young boys depending on me and my mental state is killing me...

Awww I'm sorry to hear about all you are going through. I know it seems like things will never get better but I promise they will and I will keep you in prayer... lean on God and he will get you through ♡

I have had gallbladder op not very successful but after effects nithing like yours, you are entitled to feel bad after all youve been through.

maybe it would be worth speaking to your dr to ask for something tomhelp you regain equilibrium since all this has happened.  Most drs are happy to discuss possible routes for return to health, doesnt mean you have to be medicated forever, but a short time of either meds or therapy may just be what you need.  Wishing you well

Sorry you sound so down , you've really been through it and now the anxiety of worrying about your health as you have two kids is crippling. It's such a horrid feeling, being anxious and just wanting help. Explain to doctor as you have here, I hope they can help, glad you reached out here, people understand how you feel and can offer some reasurance things will get better, please keep talking❤️