Nothings working antidepressant wise

I’ve been on Venaflaxine for almost a year now I believe, but nothing seems to be working. I have tried everything I’ve been offered and it always ends up not working after a while.

and no, no CBT or anything like that because when I tried I got scooted to a stupid website online that I’ve already tried, and it didn’t work for me, yet they didn’t want to believe me.

But now since Easter I’ve been my meds feeling horrible, while my patterned thinks I’ve been better off them. I’m so confused and upset because they said this was the last medication they can try on me and I’m just so stuck and confused.

Please help, I need advice (I am seeing a doctor this Wednesday )