Somebody please help me because I am going out of my mind. I slept with an ex of mine in November last year.
STDs honestly did not even cross my mind because I was so naive and trusting. I know him! What an idiot. I feel sick thinking about it.
Anyway two weeks after, I went to a GUM clinic and was testeed for the usual. Dr looked around answers said I look healthy. All tests came back neg.
My friend has OCD and herpes didn’t even pop into my head until she mentioned it. I’ve been a wreck ever since. I’ve never had a typical OB. I’ve had spots on my buttocks but I’ve treat them and they’ve gone away....
Fast forward six months. My genital area felt quite irritated. And looked a bit red. Again no spots blisters etc. I bought and otc thrush treatment and that seemed to do the trick.
Tonight. I felt a bit of tingling in my butt crack. Didn’t think much of it as I’ve had a fungal infection there recently. As the night goes on I’m getting itchier. So I get my torch out and have a look and I’ve got red lumps/spots in my butt crack and on both buttocks.
I can’t sleep I’m wracked with worry and shame. I’m an anxious person anyway and I just can’t bear the thought of this. I’m 31, never married. No kids. My life will be over if I have this. I’ll never live a normal life all because I fell for the wrong person I’m a mess.
Does this sound like it could be a herpes OB? I’m not in pain but I’m now very aware of these spots on my butt so now every twinge every tingle is suspicious. I don’t know how I’ll sleep. I’m shaking with worry! Someone please help me 😢