i need help 
i’m so scared i have bladder cancer. i was doing way better and felt like i had my anxiety a little bit under control but now im scared i have bladder cancer.. i have a pressure feeling or a full feeling in my bladder area out of nowhere. I started getting periods after(only twice) so i thought it was that but now i feel like i need to pee right after i pee. the feeling like i need to pee usually only happens at night time and if i do get up and go it’s a decent amount of pee, it’s not a few drops like a UTI. I have went to a walk in and they test for a UTI and there’s been microscopic blood so they give me antibiotics but call me a few days after they’ve sent my pee for testing to tell me i don’t have a UTI. my pee isn’t orange or red, sometimes it’s darker yellow if i don’t drink water that day but i’ve been trying to drink around 64oz a day. I do have PCOS which makes my periods messed up, i haven’t had 2 in a row in years. I started taking metformin for the PCOS but i’m not very consistent with it. i hate going to the dr. I’m so scared and drained 