PLEASE I need help I have no insurance for now please I beg you

Sexual health
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So I aparently gave one of my exes and then another partner  herpes over a year ago despite not having any symptoms and not knowing I even had it. Anyways, the only symptom I ever had was intense pain in the anus for a little and it quickly went away with no symptoms ever again also tingling a lot when I had to pee but it wasn't painful  (the nurse said it was mono since I coincidentally got mono for the second time that year but i think it was the herpes since the anal pain was NOT caused by mono).  Fast forward almost two years later and I have a weird bump on my penis. It doesnt look like herpes though yet I think it is. What's weird is that it doesn't have puss or anything. It just got bigger and scabbed. Then a few weeks later I get a SECOND bump on my penis head literally on the other side of the slit. It's getting bigger and the reason why I posted is because I do not have any insurance at the moment (i am american so surprise! lol) and I would love to have someone or as many people see the pictures I have taken in order to see if anyone has ever had sores like mine. I have googled for hours gential herpes sores and herpes on penis etc. and all seem to be tiny red bumps or big donut bumps or bumps with puss or blood and mine are none of these things. I am not doing this for attention or to solciit sex or anything I genuinely need someone to check this out because I cannot afford to go to a clinic since thats all we have in my area which is super expensive and would send me into debt. 

IT would give me a lot of peace of mind. All I am doing now is puttng aloe vera, some herpes chapstick (I know but thats all i can afford), and royal honey jelly (suposedly studies confirm that propolis can help) so thats all i can do now. Sorry if this is weird but I am desperate. 

the smaller bump you see is on my left side and the bigger one is the newer one and it looks like its traveling down my penis yet it hasnt spread anymore as of now. Does this look like herpes?  I have never gotten any sores or visible side affects until now so sorry im freaking out. I dont want my penis to be permanantely damaged or it to be another disease. These sores look bigger than all the herpes pics i see online so that makes me scared. 

also it did itch at first the first one I got. But the second one I didnt know it was there until I looked down.  The start small and get bigger. and no pain until the first one opened up. No puss or blood just clear liquid. Also for some time my libido was down not sure if that was becasue of stress or just this. Im sorry if I sound panicky I have anxiety. also how long do herpes sores take to heal? sorry im so new to this despite having it for a while. 

also last question can I work out (running, lifting weights, sweating etc) and have herpes or does that makes things worse and spread the virus? 

 

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It looks like herpes

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You need to go to a free clinic and get yourself tested and some help. Take your pictures down because you have no idea the ages of people on here or how offensive this may be. We are not doctors and showing pictures of some bumps will not get you any closer to a cure, ok? Not being smart or insensitive to your situation but you doing too much right here. Herpe bumps look different on everyone, you doing this isn't helping. Go to an ER and just accept the bill because even if we did identify the bumps as herpes, then what? you go back to what you been doing? I get where you were going but this is all wrong. Wishing you luck. Take your pictures down before you are blocked from this forum.

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I disagree

This a penis with sores not ponography

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Its offensive, bumps, or not and I didn't know we were doctors. Everyone else has done a successful job of describing there conditions without pictures. And if we do identify the bump as herpes then what? Yall gonna mail him medicine too? This is not helping him. Suggest some real results rather then responding to my comment which didn't need a response. Some will disagree with what I have said but at the end of the day he can be reported and removed AND STILL have this condition with no real help. Seek a free clinic or go to the ER, wait it out, and try and pay that bill off later. Plain and simple. Do not take the word of regular civilians over a doctor and some blood work.

Peace and Love my people.

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Sorry

I am not arguing but I am entitles for my views

First in some areas we (who are Infected with herpes ) are better than doctors.

Doctors study but we feel and suffer and that is the idea behind a support site as this.

Secondly kids know better than me and you in locating ponography sites.

I do not know who is going to find a penis wih blisters attractive while

the sex movies and photos are all over the net

Thirdly If any thing a kid watching those photos will learn to be

carfull and if anything he should learn from it not get motivated.

I do not find any sense in what you are saying . The threatning

of ending my membership has no value.

I have herpes for 30 years If I do not know enough sbout herpes

in 30 years then I am not going to learn from this site so go

ahead and end my membership without any further threatning.

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You are better than a doctor because you feel the symptons? This man is asking for real live help not support. There is a difference. No one said that it was attractive and you are ruining this mans feed by tryna argue with me. I see no sense in what you are saying. You haven't offered one solution yet going back and forth with me over pictures I felt were inappropriate. I wont go any further than that because you missing the point of everything. Good luck my friend!