Okay so for the last 8 months I have trowelled the internet for some sort of success story for losing the weight that sertraline piles on for my own sanity and hope. Unfortunately I think I only found one and now mine š
I was on sertraline for about a year. 40mg then 50mg then up to 100mg.. the first 6 months I put on about 10lbs but as a fitness instructor not working i accepted that as a normal change to my lifestyle. I still went to the gym 5 times a week and didnāt let my diet drop.. Iāve never been massively strict on my diet so just stuck to my normal. Then after 6 months I was put up to 100mg and thatās when the weight piled on... a whole nother stone of weight to my 5ft4 height with no more lifestyle or diet changes. So my original anxiety and depression was getting better but was then being replaced by new self hatred and anxiety about my appearance. Great!!!!
I was getting so down about this increasing weight gain that in January I decided to stop with the tablets all together. As shallow as it sounds Iād have rather had my original problems but have the self confidence to leave the house and have those days where you look in the mirror and think
āYou look alrightā than the constant self consciousness and embarrassment of my size. Now I do know this sounds very extreme in feelings and the next person would take the gain for the mental improvement but it felt worse than the original!
So I stopped cold turkey.. itās not recommended so Iām not suggesting you do this.. I did have a few dizzy moments and headaches in the following weeks but Iād prepared myself to be in complete physical withdrawal so it wasnāt as bad as Iād been expecting.
Off the tablets, still going to the gym, still eating well, calorie deficit on point... losing weight?? NO not an ounce not an inch not a millimetre. I can you it was my own personal nightmare. So I ramped up the workouts, cut the calories more, ate as clean as is humanly possible... lost weight? NOOOO PUT IT ON! couldnāt believe it! Went online searching for some sort of answer and help to the dilemma and all I read was the same story as mine... depressing!!!!
So I started āpretendingā to love the skin I seemed to be stuck in. āOh well least Iām betterā Iād say to my husband when he could tell I was stressing about it... and kept researching. I was still going to the gym and eating well etc etc.. holding onto blind faith it may pay off. I wasnāt better if anything i was obsessing over it slightly.. okay massively.
GUYS IT DID!!!! Over the last 2 months Iāve lost a stone!! I havenāt changed a THING from before... so it took just over 6 months for my
Body to get rid of the fat loving rubbish and start functioning normally. So this is another success story for people googling the same as me with no answers.
DONT GIVE UP!!! And try not to let it stress you out, easier said than done, but stay strong and keep doing all the right things.
I really hope this helps at least someone in the same crappy situation I was in a few months ago.
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