hello everyone,
I’m a new member to the forum, but I have found the messages posted very reassuring to me whilst I’m dealing with this horrible disease.
Really sorry for the long life story post.
I was diagnosed with suffering from GAD in 2008 and was put on Citalopram, but it didn’t agree with me, so I started on Fluoxitine that helped or several years, however, I started suffering from really bad indigestion and reflux, so I was switched to Sertraline and I honestly cannot remember having any side effects worth noting whilst I was adjusting to them. fast forward a few years during a Covid lockdown, I was feeling great and ready to slowly come off the Sertraline, this went really well with absolutely zero side effects!
Fast forward a bit more and a few things in my life became very difficult to deal with and I slipped back into feeling low and depressed.
This time around I was suffering with constantly feeling nauseous and on edge. I tried many of the over the counter herbal remedies to help keep it at bay, but I got much worse over Christmas 2022 and suffered the worst anxiety attack I’ve ever had! Needless to say, I contacted the GP and explained the whole scenario. I still had remaining Sertraline so it was agreed to start them again.
Wow! it certainly caught me by surprise… on the first day of taking 50mg I had an ambulance called out to me by 12am that evening, the side effect were, extremely high anxiety, tingling/burning skin, nausea. no appetite, waking up only minutes after dropping off to sleep with racing thoughts and a massive feeling of panic etc… I was given Diazapam to help take the edge off, but they didn’t seem to work.
the dosage of Sertraline was reduced to 25mg and I put up with the horrible side effects for about 7 days and then upped to 50mg.
I was off work during this time as there was no way I could function at work during these symptoms. The side effects started to ease of after about 3 week and I start to have the odd day here and there where I felt OK (about 75%), I then started to get a few days in a row that were OK and a few that were rubbish! These happier day bouts have happened twice.
I have now been on Sertraline for 8 weeks and a few days ago I started feeling a bit low again and I thought nothing of it, I’m back at work now, and 2 days ago the side effects began to come back, the sleep issue I was having hasn’t ever really gone completely, but I have been able to manage it a bit with 5mg of Amitryptaline each evening. Last night I was back to square one! Irritable, really anxious, waking up after only several minute of sleep with a racing heart rate of 100bpm+ etc…
This doesn’t seem normal to me and I feel so hopeless and scared. Has anyone else gone through this roller coaster ride of highs and lows, and can you share if these get better with time?
I totally appreciate any replies I get about this.
I hope that I’m able to feel reassured that it will pass. Thank you so much and so sorry for the extremely long post.