I started having ectopic beats 2 years ago, which resulted in me developing major anxiety.
Over the course of these two years, I went into SVT a few times but it was only for a minute each time. The only problem I had was the ectopic beats, which would give me a panic attack every single time I felt any blip in my heart beat.
Over time I became completely desensitised to these ectopic beats. I would have about 10 big ectopic beats every week but I would no longer have any reaction to them.
This all changed when I went into SVT for an hour, which had me calling an ambulance, but it stopped before they came. Then a month after I went into SVT for 10 minutes. It stopped then restarted and I had to go to the emergency room, and just before they were about to give me the adenosine, it reverted back. The thought of having to get the adenosine at some point in my future gives me so much anxiety. I’ve never had it but I’m so scared of it after reading about others experience with it.
I have developed an anxiety disorder because of all of this and I just can’t seem to get out of this anxiety loop. I accept the anxious feelings, which helps me a lot, but the thought of having another SVT attack just keeps the anxious feelings burning away.
I’m usually an optimistic person, but I can’t see the way forward. I think about going on holiday - what if I have an attack mid-flight or in a country I don’t speak the language, or if they don’t have good medical services? I snowboard - what if I have an attack on the slopes? Not only would I need to get myself down but there’s no hospital for hours.
My attacks have my bpm 200+, highest was 260. I can’t have an attack and have my heart rate that high for so long so I feel the need to be near hospitals constantly, it’s ruining my life.
I don’t take medications as the side effects are just as bad. I should probably look into getting an ablation, but the risks of the surgery scare me.
How can I change my mentality to stop being so anxious about this condition because its absolutely debilitating.
Thanks. ![]()