Hello everyone, i have been depressed for more than a year. I have seen some red lines on the head of my penis. Here on photo it seems good. But every time that i will be urinating in some places of it you can see some read cirlcles or violets. I have been masturbating for more than 7 years regularly. I don’t know if this exaggerating masturbation has affected for this to happen. I go to gym and i play football quite often, and in the first moment that i run or warm up myself, i have strong itching all over my body, mostly at my head, face, ears and down my neck. Lately i have stopped the masturbation. I masturbate once a week or two or three times a month. Also sometimes i haven’t used a good hygiene. At a young age i used to masturbate 5 or 6 times a day ,each day. I have also seen something strange, every time after i masturbate i can detect something on my eyes a white thing or something that really disturbes me for a while, i cant really explain it. I don’t know if i have had it since the beginning, but the colour of sperm it seems a little bit yellow, a yellow nuance. Also i can say that now that i masturbate it’s not the same pleasure that i could take before. Another thing that makes me worry about is the memory. Its been a long time that i forget things, i don’t have a strong memory that i used to have and this makes me feel really bad. Now i am planning to stop masturbation at all. I don’t know if it will be problematic if i stop masturbation at all, but i have no other option. This is driving me crazy. I am 24 now, i have plans, dreams like everybody else. I cannot turn back the time, but i am trying to change. I have finished university, and i am a normal guy, with everyone, i have done everything, sports,going out with friends and everything that a normal person can do. But the problem is that i have masturbated for a long time, and mostly i fear the change of colur in the head of my penis, and those rashes in the head of penis that sometimes are more visable and sometimes less. I am a type of person that can’t expose myself to the doctors. I don’t want to go to a hospital. I want to improve myself in my own. I just want some advice from you people. what should i do, what medicine can i use for the head of my penis. Does anyone has any of this symptoms on the head of penis. For example white lines combined with read one and sometimes a violet nuance. Or does a good hygiene or a good cream make the difference? If i take any response from a doctor or a peson that have passed or know anything about this, i would really appreciate it.