When I tore a tendon in my ankle, I told my dr. that i was an alcoholic and susceptible to addition, and was given Tramadol instead of some usual narcotic. It was great for the pain, but it also made me feel great, sort of like a speed feeling. Long after my pain was gone I was still taking it, getting easily, overnight, from the Internet. I was only using it to get high and have extra energy.
I got up to taking 1000 to 1500 mg per day on weekends, less during the workweek. When I would run out and the refill was delayed for any reason, I would experience what I’ve heard called “brain zaps”. But that was only the start of each withdrawal. They got worse as the hours wore on, then I would get sick. I mean, this was REAL narcotic-type withdrawal that you hear so much about. I could not believe how terrible it was.
While I was “high”, I couldn’t think to any level of complexity at all. I could do some repetitive task (I’m a computer network engineer), but not visualize or conceptualize in my mind to any degree at all. And maybe even worse than that, I had what they call “roid rage”…..you know, like when you are taking steroids to lift weights or whatever. I could actually watch myself get enraged at the slightest thing, and then go back down to being quiet, but still intense, a short time after.
I felt hopeless to ever get off of it. Ever. After 2 or 3 days without it, I would be too sick to even get out of bed.
Finally, I decided that I had to at least stop getting high with it, to just stop taking the amount to get buzzed, and only take enough to ward off the withdrawal symptoms. I got down to 2 50mg per day over about a 3 week period. Then, thank goodness, I got really sick from an unrelated issue, and while horribly sick in bed, I took no Tramadol, because I could order none and no one was going to get me any! After another 2 weeks, I was off complete.
If you want to experience REAL addiction, like you see on TV, take Tramadol.