I have been seeing a counselor for almost a year now and have been through a fair share of highs and lows... It has been quite a few doctor visits since my last update and well I'm still here so that is something I guess. I have been doing art therapy, talking to a pediatrician, seeing my GP, and have even been able to talk with a psychiatrist. I have been officially diagnosed with Anxiety that has developed into Depression. I am still fighting both and struggle a lot. I have experienced a ton of stress during the past summer and am currently facing a lot of stress I have been coping with self-harm which I know is not a recommended method but its keeping me at bay for now.
All I want is peace of mind and I feel as if that is too much to ask, I feel so useless and worthless in this world it really sucks.
I am also taking anti-depressants (fluoxetine) currently. I don't feel like it is working ):
I will continue to try to feel better but don't know how much longer I can do this. I feel as if I am running out of options.
Please feel free to leave better coping skills and suggestions. I hope everyone reading this is happy with life and doing okay, if not know we will get through this together 😌