So this is my third time on medication and to be honestly the last . I can not risk coming off and relapsing . I tried everything! Holistic health , Chinese medicine, positive affirmations, supplements, all kinds of bloody therapy .
How can I accept that I will be on medication for a very long time if not the rest of my life ? The thought of that alone makes me sad .... 😢
Sorry dear
I've been in medication since from March. Iam glad iam still alive. Don't be to hush to your self. You will be OK.
I do not see the problem with being on medication for the rest of your life. It is no big deal. If you had a heart problem, youj would be on statins for the rest of your life. If you were a diabetic, if yyyou had a liver, etc you would be on medication. It is no longer taboo to be on medication.
If your spouse, child, mother, friend had to be on medication , what would you tell them? Then tell yourself. I bet you would say, so what. I am sure you would not think less of them.
How long have u been on medication??
My wife is on medication from last 9 weeks but was very hard time during this period untill last Saturday
I started her to get Reiki therapy.
From Saturday onwards she is very calm and relax, doing all shores at home and wants to join work. Still continuing medication but I can definitely say Reiki has helped her alot.
I must recommend everyone Reiki therapy
I know you’re very right ! It’s just my anxiety makes me worry about even taking them it’s so annoying 
When I was 17 I was on them for one year, then last year when I was 23 I was on for 9 months, then relapsed three months after !
sorry to hear about your wife but hang in there because they do work xx I have tried reiki and all holistic approaches nothing worked for me long term