Hi all,
I’m an 18 year old male.
Sorry if I sound extremely annoying, I just have crazy anxiety and it’s been playing on my mind for days - and I have no one to voice my concerns to. A few days ago, I was essentially forced into giving this older man (40s) a b******b - It was no longer than 30 seconds max and his dick was circumcised & felt dry, so I assume there was no pre-cum. That night, I checked for any cuts/mouth in my mouth but there was the nothing - though the next day, there was a tiny circular cut on the side of my cheek so my anxiety started rising lol. I have impacted wisdom teeth coming in too, could that make it even more riskier? My main concern is that people where I live don’t get tested for stuff like HIV and it’s all kind of disregarded, so I cant just ask the guy if he has it because he may not even know. What’s the chances that I caught HIV? I’ve seen mixed responses everywhere.
It is day six since when it happened and I cant deal with the paranoia - I never wanted to do it and it has just took a toll my mental health - I feel exploited and taken advantage of, and on top that, I have this agonizing worry.
Thank you all.