These last few weeks have been difficult beyond belief. But today I was thinking about the day of my death and the release of this mental pain that nobody would be at my funeral, I have no friends\anyone I just found this ridiculous but in some sick way funny that this is how I would end my day. Anyhow just wanted to throw this out there Thanks
Hi dg16,
We note from a recent post which you have made to our forum that you may be experiencing thoughts around self-harm. If we have misinterpreted your comments then we apologise for contacting you directly. But if you are having such thoughts then please note that you are not alone in this, and there are people out there that can help.
If you are having these suicidal thoughts then we strongly recommend you speak to someone who may be able to help. The Samaritans offer a safe space where you can talk openly about what you are going through. They can help you explore your options, understand your problems better, or just be there to listen.
Their contact details are on our patient information leaflet here: Dealing with Suicidal Thoughts: Where to get help, which also offers lots of other advice on how you can access the help you may need.
If you are having such thoughts then please do reach out to the team at the Samaritans (or the other people detailed in our leaflet) who will understand what you’re going through and will be able to help.
If you are based outside of the UK.
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I have also had some serious psychological and psychiatric struggles in 2019, perhaps the worst in my life. I think that we all desire a new mind and body. I’m here for you when you need to talk some more. Hang in there.