Right il start of by saying i'm new here and alittle nervous. Were do i start i'm 17 have no friends. I don't go out i mean i have not left the house in 2 years. I left school at 15 because i could not deal with getting builled everyday it got to the point were i broke down to my step-dad and told him everything. I now feel like a failure i got no grades in school as i left when i was 15 ( before exams ) i now feel trapped i can't leave the house as i have no friends and i don't wanna walk around alone. Its getting to the point were i just wanna end it all i don't like life its so unfair also my step-dad could be dieing of skin cancer i feel depressed all day everyday i really want to get help but i just feel like i'm a waste of time a waste of space i don't think i deserve the time of day. I need help please anyone can you give me some advice thxnks in advance
Also i can't even come out to my parents as i'm a Bisexual i am afraid scared i really don't know what to do with myself anymore. The only thing i do all day everyday is watch anime and speak to people on skype who i like to class as my friends as i speak to them all day everyday well most days they don't know anything about how i feel we just play games and stuff i would like to tell them but i feel like a waste of space as i have said anyway someone please help thanks in advance - Ash