Does is sound like i have herpes ? I'm really scared that I've infected someone i love☹

Last year in july i felt a hard small bump at the bottom of my vagina but to the right,after about 3 days it became an ulcer which only hurt when i pee,sit or touch it and healed within a week of using a prescibed cream,i den had like a paper cut on my perineum this year in January which i was given a blood test and i still haven't gotten back results. Fast forward to July i had another paper cut on my perineum which healed in a week with no treatment and this month what i thought was a hemorrhoid turned out to be 3 small ulcers on the perineum which i only noticed when i pee and again lasted 8 days without any treatment.

I am due for a test on Thursday and I'm really scared.

It sounds like herpes...ulcers are painful to touch...and itch.....peeing is the worst...but I also get them around my anus...I never get the ulcers all in a break out...one time it will be my anus...next outbreak will b on left side of vagina n next one on right...that confuses me the most...

did you find ojt what it was