Help what is this??? herpes??? anal fissure???

Hey yall, im super scared I might have Herpes… My boyfriend and I had protected sex a couple weeks ago, and something has come up. Ive always had a hard time with pooping and would bleed often after I go to the bathroom. A couple days ago I experienced an even sharper pain and felt like a torn my anus. I went about my day, but that night I felt sharp pain. I took a few pictures and saw that it looked like I torn my skin. I went to the doctor yesterday, thinking I had hemorrhoids or an anal fissure, but the doctor said it could be herpes!!! She didnt have a swab test avaliable, so she took my blood and I am waiting to get results. Super nervous because when I looked online.. herpes looks completely different. PLEASE HELP. There is also a singular ulcer an inch from the anus that she was concerned about but it doesnt look that bad.

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was it anal sex ? if no, i don't think it can be herpes. in all cases,

Ive never done anal, so he started to but it hurt really bad and so he took it out, was still wearing protection

Did you have sex from the back like doggystyle? Have you or your boyfriend ever tested for Herpes previously? It looks like it could be Herpes but it can maybe be other things so that's good that you got checked out. Well wishes to you.

Was not Herpes. I tested negative for it thank god!!! Just anal fissures🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

That's amazing, that's why I always reccomend getting tested because so many things can be mistaken for other things etc lol