I am about to face my fears and go to Trial to save my home

FURthermore,,,I went on  to become a paralegal...altho had this not happened would have been a lawyer...screw em all!....keep writing and spreading the word about what happened, sue them..write about them, blog about them, stay clear of gluten for a while and sugars.  Your depression is caused from the toxicity, shower when you feel it coming on after being in a strange place...stay clear of lactose too.