I am currently on pip and esa due to my mental health issues.
I was award both for 2 years running.
When I was given the pip award and esa I had been struggling for over 10 years with depression anxiety and social phobia, receiving medication and therapy.
Since being awarded my PIP which I will have had for two years in November 2018, my issues have not “got worse” but have not got better and I have been given ANOTHER diagnosis of borderline personality disorder and ptsd on top of my current diagnosis.
I have new symptoms including
Periods of dissociation/out of mind expierences where I lose time and forget what I am
Doing, which can last hours or days. In those days I can Abandon all
Self care, including hygiene health medication and eating.
I have added this into my PIP reward review form and sent
The careplan and new diagnosis along with it and haven’t heard anything back yet which is causing me ALOT of stress and anxiety, especially as I’m more or less certain that they will expect me to go for a face to face accessment.
On top of this I am wondering if I need to alert DWP for my ESA Of my new diagnosis now or weather to wait untill they begin to review my claim after my two year reward period is up.
I’m so worried as have a lot of physically disabled friends that have had their benefit taken away from them when they are physically
Impaired where as I only have a mental disability and if they can deem someone with physical disability fit to work then god knows what they’ll make of me! I’m petrified, I have never been able to work as I struggle to look after myself, my mother is mum carer and I still live at home with her and I’m 22 years old. I feel a burden but don’t feel ready to work, I’m not sure I could handle it as living my day To day even now is such a struggle WITHOUT the responsibilities and streees and anxieties of working around people on in public and keeping to a time schedule when my moods and episodes
Are so unpredictable An my anxiety is linked to IBS which can be very debilitating at times, how am I suppose to work a normal job when I’m to and throw to the toilet at least 6 times a day and social environments trigger panic attacks that even my
Medication can’t control.
I just need some advice, has anyone been in a similar situation to me,
I honestly don’t know what I’ll do if they deny renewal of my money.