hi,
it`s nice to have your replies,yes it is good to talk about how we feel,
firstly i have heard post natal depression is very bad for the mother,and apparantly leaves the very sad moms open to further repercussions,that will be why you crashed at christmas,so pleased you are feeling better for now,
to the new mom,you will find it very difficult on your own with your child especially with a downes syndrome child,after i lost my eldest child i brought up my 2 surviving children on my own,it was very hard work,but thankfully we were very happy,that is until i lost my youngest child,thats` when my world ended
it is hard finding the right medication,and trying to see some kind of light at the end of the tunnel,sometimes the tunnel is never ending,as i have said earlier i think it is best to take it 1 day at a time,even though we feel so alone we aren`t there are thousands of us,but very very sadly depression \"i have found is a taboo subject,\"and after a while people don`t want to listen to us anymore,i can`t find a support group that i fit in with,i also don`t think that there is enough support for us from the government,
yesterday late afternoon i had a severe reaction to the sertraline,i rang the psychiatrist for advice,they tried to get an emergency appointment,there isn`t 1!!thankfully i always keep antihistermines on stand by,i rang the crisis team and they advised me not to take meds last night,still itching today,but i do feel a lot better in myself funny enough,we know we must go on,but it is so hard,i feel it`s like climbing mount everest and never getting to the top,for the elated bit,it`s being stuck in a crater,and trying to claw our way out,but don`t know how!
thanks again for replying,look forward to your replies