hi guys i just wanted to post this as i know alot of people are feeling hopeless and stuck which is what i was for 10 years.
since a very young age i have dealt with suicidal depression, eating disorders, self harm and severe anxiety.
i felt ashamed, alone and isolated and i thought on many occasions there was no point in living. i finally decided on seeking help a few months ago i can honestly say i have felt a great improvement, this is now my 4th day in a row without an anxiety attack or a suicidal thought, which may seem like small achievement but it is a huge leap for me. i have realised that there is a reason to keep going and keep breathing and i finally have hope for the future.
this may be early days and i am by no means 100% better, but i truly feel i am get my life back rather than just exsisting.
i know its a scary road and the thought of medication and therapy is daunting but a little bit of motivation and inspiration can go a long way.
there is always hope and there is always help.
and i for one can always lend a helping hand.
i hope everyone on here get reach their goals in recovery and find peace.
x