Hello, Im so tired of feeling like I live in a nightmare! The mental part and panic that comes over me sometimes is too much! I always have to read old post to make sure that I am not loosing it 
I hope that everyone is doing well today! Praying for all of us day and night 
I do the same thing. I honestly do believe after a certain point of having every diagnostic procedure done come back negative we should be able to not panic every time. I am working on that since I have had literally everything done you can have done and it is negative.
but mostly I panic first.
Hi Becky
It's awful I know. I never ever thought the mental part was so so bad as it is in perimenopause. The racing thoughts,the panic attacks and terrible anxiety. Sending hugs to you xx
Thank you Michelle Im hoping this part doesnt last until I reach post menopause. I hope that you are having a good day.
Hi Christine, Wow so all of you test have come back fine?! Thats a blessing. I know that when I first started feeling this way I was hoping it was something physical so that the doctor could fix it and get over it. Nope lol! This awful peri that wants to push me to the limit....ugh! The panic is a terrible symptom for sure! Hope you are having a good day. Take care!
Evening x
It's the most horrible feeling ever x it's good to know that it can be shared on here otherwise it would be unbearable as my other half thinks I have lost the plot. xx
Sleep well all x
Awwww we feel like we have lost it but we havent! I am very thankful for everyone on here....they are a true blessing I hope that you have a good night sleep tonight and that your day is a great one tomorrow Take care!
I'm sure my other half thinks that as well x
I'm with ya. Everyone has different symtoms and while you and I suffer mentally, others are bleeding profusely, cannot sleep, and having severe hot flashes. None of these symtoms are fun, and I pray that we all get over this and get our old selves back soon!
Yes Becky! First I had an endometrial biopsy and TVU, which showed the large fibroid. Then, with the next workup, I had TVU, which showed the fibroid, and hysteroscopy and D&C, which revealed no atypia of any kind. The next workup was another TVU that again showed the fibroid and a negative endometrial biopsy. All labs are normal and show menopausal levels of the FSH. I think sometimes we just don't follow the typical pattern and they don't know why.
My husband is an eternal optimist and always balances out my doomsday with his Pollyanna ;-)
Hi Colleen what a struggle for us all! I also pray that we all get through this soon Hope that you are doing well today!
Hi Becky,
I know what you mean. I too have had a million test done and all negative. But its hard to believe. The anxiety, and doom is the worst for me. Currently I am in bed under several blankets, freezing my buns off literally. I just can't get warm and i've been like this all week. My period is due in a few days so im not surprised. My sleep pattern is a wreck and I feel weird all the time. But through it all... I push on. Thank God for this forum. You ladies really do help me more than you know.
Hi, sorry you are having a rough day. Today was better but yesterday was a struggle. I can't take this anymore either. Too bad there wasn't a support group where we could meet like AA. This forum is helpful but meeting d would be great where we could all get together to get through this
That would be awesome Colleen.....a support group. Glad you did a little better today. Tomorrow will be a good day for you. I just got a journal to try and see if different things that I eat affects my mood the next day. Ugh trying to make some sense of these feelings. Btw what state do you live in?
Hey everyone I went for ivf with my hubby at 26 and told I'm at the end stages of menopause I nearly fell of my chair but now I no why I only come
On for two days every seven weeks I suffer with bipolar so never noticed any side effects other than sweeping on a night
Like a radiator lol so never the less I didn't attend any more ivf wats the point wen there's no eggs left but at least I found out that my body 's not wanting a baby lol
Heard it's rare to have menopause at 26 think it started at 23 so quote young doesn't bother me or my hubby happy to spend my money on holidays instead u can't miss wat u don't have
Not one to sit n wollow over somethings that aren't in my power at least it saves me money on tampax
Hi Jaimie time to whip out the electric blanket for you I have actually been drinking warm milk before bed and it has helped me sleep a little more. Its strange how we each have extreme issues with this...some physical and some mental ugh! Are you taking anything for your symptoms?
I live in western NY, in a rural suburb of Buffalo. How about you?
Oh awesome! Im in California......about an hour from Los Angeles
A little too far to form a group meeting... only across the country!