All i wanted was my voice to be heard
But it's so hard to talk about the things Ive incurred
Sometimes I wonder what my life is worth
Why I was even put on this earth
What's the point, where do I belong?
What did I do, where did it go wrong?
Living life with these issues
No one listens, they just dismiss you
They don't know, they just don't see
They're happy and normal, they're not like me
If I told you my secret
would you listen, would you keep it?
Would you hear me? would you understand
Would you hug me and take my hand
Tell me it's ok that im not crazy
hold me tight and try to save me?
I Tried alone but it's just too tough
This world I hate, ive had enough
Tried so long, tried to survive
But all I seem to do is hide
need someone to be by my side
To help me to try and win this fight
But no one helps, have no one to be my guide
These feelings they just won't subside
want to commit suicide But how can I kill myself if I'm already dead inside?
Maybe it's over and I should finally give up
I'm Sick of being here, stuck in this rut
Fed up with life, i can no longer bear!
No one listens to me, no one cares
Life is so hard I wish you could see
Just how hard just breathing is for me
I'm sorry but maybe I should say goodbye
Don't want anyone to be sad, don't want anyone to cry
Im worthless, not worthy of your tears
I'm Just not strong, cant face my fears
Lived with them for too many years
I'm weak, im sorry, I try to be strong
but maybe this life isn't for me, maybe I don't belong
you don't know what its like
You don't how Im feeling
You only know what it is you're seeing!
You don't know how my days unfold
Living with these horrible stories that just can't be told!