hiv

Sexual health
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okay so this all started happening after i lost my virginity in february. He wore a condom but ever since then i havent been me. i tested at 5 weeks, 10 weeks, 94 days, 108 days, 115 days and 145 days. They were negative i have a tiny pea size lymph node in neck i can feel a tiny one on the other aide as well people are saying i can get them from stress and worry and trust me ive been under lots if stress they never cane up until i was looking all over my neck for them. they just feel like peas they havent grown in 4 months! could this really all be anxiety? am i going crazy? my doctor started me in the anxiety pill lexapro. she has me seeing a therapist. people are telling me their conclusive after 90 fays but idk. PLEASE HELP