I have suffered this for almost 5 years without even noticing it. Lately, as i have several problems with my health ,it keeps getting worse. I keep obsessing with the thoughts that i have cancers. So i have gone to a lot of hospitals to check my health which result in spending too much money. For over a month ,i obsess with the thought that i have skin cancer. So i have my mole biopsy to make sure that I don't have cancer. Just after that i feel awful with the pain in my arm from the biopsy, regret how wasteful i am for being overdo for just a little mole. I'm very confused now. I don't even know what is real and what is my imagination. Anxiety is slowly killing a piece of me everyday. And i just keeps sinking deeper into it.
ella i know exactly how you feel anxiety is literally taking over my life everyday i panic over some sort of pain in my body it goes from brain tumors to leukiemia to strokes its horrendous its the symptoms i get and the pains i feel all over my body if you need someone to talk to private message me xx
i have only kept my anxiety at bay by being in control of it rather than it being in control of me. Im always here to talk!
i’m the same ella!! my anxiety goes from me to my son and my husband! i literally worry about everything and it takes over my life. i cant go a day without obsessing about something. i always think there is something wrong with me. i can remember the first feelings of it when i was young and everyone used to say i was ‘weird’ or imagining things i went through such a bad time…lost alot of weight, wouldn’t eat as i was scared to be sick! honestly anxiety has ruled me for so long. any little pain ill obsess over it. have you thought about exercise? i dont do it as often as i should but it eases my anxiety when i do to a certain degree.