whats wrong with me?

Last year i meet this girl,shortly after that we become good friends,we have alot of things that we share passion for,shes a nice persson and treat me so nice,i can talk anything with her,she helped me alot,so yeah i like her much,shes like my best friend just to be clear im not in love with her,i dont like her as girl but as a friend.

things were good untill one day when i started to have a bad feeling that this friendship will not last much and things like that,that make me sad,i feel like i care to much,i think to much about her and how much fun we had.

I want to be like before when i didn't care,didn't worry,im sick to wake up with a sad feeling on my chest.

It sounds like you love her but this feeling is making you anxious. It happens to a lot of people. You should just marry her.

I'll say that you have feelings for her. Try to tell her this before it becomes too late. I know this would be extremly hard, but if you are really feeling anxious about this and getting all of these anxiety symptoms....tell her. smile

Ha. Wow

The thing is she is gay and married and im never jealous when shes with her wife im happy for her,i know i love her but as a friend i think.

Yes i have feelings for her,but im not sure if im in love with her or i just care too much,if she is happy im happy.

And she is gay and married but the thing is it don't bother me.

Oh wow. I don't really know what to say...if it doesn't bother you, than im guessing you don't have strong feelings for her. Im guessing you just love her as a friend. Seems like you are a really good friend. You can barely find true friends out there that aren't fake.

-Good luck smile