Sorry for the downer post. After being on meds I am able to go to work (just) but I feel like something is missing. I am taken on a big role at work (well training to as the lady leaves in a year). I am trying to eat better and drink more water I just want to be healthier. I constantly feel that something is seriously wrong with me and that I can't cope but I am in a good routine now with work . It's just it can come on so quickly and I feel so alone sometimes. I put on a brave face but it is exhausting 
Hi lor dont think its a downer post as if it real and affects you dont.think its not important ! Im going throught something simliar just now im finding it difficult to go to work and i sometime feel ive got to.force my self ! I also find im not eating as i loose interest in it ! If youve not been to your doctor about this please do so and get a correct diagnosis and get the help.you need ! Please let me know how you get on take care david
Hi, I know exactly how you feel.its horrible trying to pretend that your ok when inside you just feel like running away. Unfortunately that's how depression can be. You feel that everything's going well and then things just turm . But things can change but the only person who is going to help you is you. Please find the strength to talk to your Gp because they really do understand . Remember your aloud to have bad days as long as you can acknowledge what's going on . It took me 30 years to wake up and realise I have depression . Keep us posted😊
Hiya, yous are doing really well, I haven't been at work for about 12 weeks, I just cant face it, in fact im really struggling 2 leave the house at the moment and when friends and family want 2 come visit I make some excuse and put them of, like you celtics I aint really eating, ive had 2 slices of toast the last 4 mornings and thats it, I know I have 2 eat as I feel worse when I dont but its so hard, I make my hubby and daughters dinner etc but I cant be a###d 2 eat, anyway sorry for the rant, take care and hang in there 
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Hiya, yous are doing really well, I haven't been at work for about 12 weeks, I just cant face it, in fact im really struggling 2 leave the house at the moment and when friends and family want 2 come visit I make some excuse and put them of, like you celtics I aint really eating, ive had 2 slices of toast the last 4 mornings and thats it, I know I have 2 eat as I feel worse when I dont but its so hard, I make my hubby and daughters dinner etc but I cant be a###d 2 eat, anyway sorry for the rant, take care and hang in there xx
Hiya, yous are doing really well, I haven't been at work for about 12 weeks, I just cant face it, in fact im really struggling 2 leave the house at the moment and when friends and family want 2 come visit I make some excuse and put them of, like you celtics I aint really eating, ive had 2 slices of toast the last 4 mornings and thats it, I know I have 2 eat as I feel worse when I dont but its so hard, I make my hubby and daughters dinner etc but I cant be a###d 2 eat, anyway sorry for the rant, take care and hang in there xx
Oops bloody hell how did I manage 2 send that so msny times?sorry folks xx
thank you david i love this site. better day today how are you ? x
Thank You it can come on so quickly I am trying to keep busy and be healthier, watch lots of comedy and listen to music but most important spend time with my two lovely rabbits how are you xx
Hi Lesley. Thank you you are so kind. sorry to hear about your work i struggle daily but i'm keeping there at the moment its the evenings i find the worst. I know what you mean about being anti-social I just want to spend weekends on my own but i'm off to my grandparents tomorrow, they know what has been going on. hang in there too xx
Not having the best of times just now im crying a lot even at work and then again at home got a appointment with my phyciatrist for next thursday just hope something can help as ive been having really dark thoughts which i dont like as i love my wife and wouldnt want to do anything to upset her ! David
Sorry to hear David before my meds kicked in I was crying every single night as soon as I left work and having panic attacks. I still have a long way to go but the meds are helping think of all the positives you have and things to look forward to and I hope you have luck with the psychiatrist I'm going to counselling scary but I think it will help
Ive been on quetiapine for a while but kept.forgeting to take the ones during the day so he put me on slow release in the morning and another dose at night i started the new regime about two weeks ago so hope fully they work soon ! Im really happy.that there are people on here that care ! David x