Hi, nobody is worthless. I am going through hell at the moment doc put my venlafaxine up to 150mg and 80mg of propanapol due to 75mg of V not working.
have you ever suffered not recognising people and yourelf in the mirror, or the world isnt quiet real or am I alone
hi worthless im sorry you think that is what you are but i dont think you are noone is but life is worthlessits just life is very complicated and cruel somtimes and people can be too and it can make you feel worthless and not want to live in such a cruel world and somtimes make you feel very alone but trust me when i say you are not when you pretty much live online as i do you realise theres a world of people out there going though life with similar and worse problems than us im not saying this will make it easyer for you there are people you can talk to type to who understand and theres a world full of friends out there just waiting to meet you
there are also lots of people who will be mean and haters and those who will try to annoiy you but online there is one awsome feature you cant do in real life (and im sure many people wish you could :P ) you can close block turn them off ban them boot them mute them and so on
you can be more yourself look for a site called no more panic _____
i also go to second life quite alot cause you can meet some cool people on there too and somtimes tiny chat.
i see this post is from 2 months ago so i really hope you havent hurt yourself please dont i been there and i know somtimes nothing anyone says makes you feel better but you are 15 you have whole life ahead of you with some awsome things yet to expirience there will be rough patches everyone has them but its like the weather and no matter how much it seems that way it cant rain all the time
you will make new friends fall in love get drunk dance sing do and say funny and silly things laugh till you you think your sides will bust watch movies that will make you laugh and cry there will be times you will find wonder and amazment in the simplest things and marvel at the complicated
maybe you will have children or get a kitten or a puppy and expirience the love they bring even when they crap in your shoes or chew your furniture and thats just the kids :P
and if what your taking now isnt working for you plz tell somone there is so much out there you can try alot of it you can read about on no more panic theres a chat room and a forum too
i wish you love and happyness in the future please dont go you are not worthless somone some where needs you love and hugs from Dog ^^
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i know how you feel 
The Samaritans is only help for that moment people in this state of mind do not really do it ,im sat here looking at ways to kill myself and i have no intrest to phone Samaritans,what i would really love is for someone to be here giving me a hug saying we can get through this but fat chance i have on that instead im looking at best ways to do it also my phone is broke and no credit everythig seems hopless ,i feel for worthless and wish i could give her a hug at least i would have someone who truly knows how it fels who wants to end there life strange but comforting
i know how u feel im feeling that this moment if i had number of Samaritans i wouldnt even call ,no friends i can truly trust has honesty really died ,ive always thought of myself as a really good person always willing to help others and now its my turn no one here for me ,so yes you do feel beyond help you feel no one will take you serious the only way they will is when you actually do it then they will wish they would have listened but for now the feeling is totally you are on your own
Gosh people are so mean ,I cant get close to people anymore because of betrayl by friends in past so i dont really want friends as they cant be trusted what i want is a big hug someone showing they really guenuinly care about me and since my husband has just comitted adultry thats not going to happen ,he hasnt come home now and im just planning my suicide but it wont be tonight i want him to see what he makes me laugh listening to him with his constant lies so he can go meet her i cant tell my friends because the answer i will get was i told you so .im saving myself the humiliation of that,i know if i had a guenuine hug right now these thoughts would go away having someone here who really cares,i keep trying to delay this in hope something will come along im in a different country on my own so that dosnt help
The best answer i have read ,just so sick of people saying phone Samaritans you seem a good person with good thoughts and worthless and i would make a good team as we would really understand people,I know the Samaritans do do a good job so i dont want to knock them as they do help people but im afraid in mine and worthless case it not going to work it may do for that one night but the suicide thought will only come back another day your suggestion seems more hope shame you not available to talk to or have as a friend but thank you for your words of wisdom
at least you took time to write a lot of information lincs etc instead of the norm Phone Samaritans routine your advice is very helpful to people like us ,i think it seems like time for reaching your inner self and fighting back
people are always going to be cruel so better off without the fake friends and find someone like yourself who really care instead of wasting energy on fake friends anyway .Gosh im really trying to reach my innerself as i dont really want to die but just cant seem to have any other reasons why i should live at this moment when the only person ive ever loved has just cheated on me ,i cant even cry just total disbeleif he knows how much ive suffered and lost and given up all my friends and family to be with him and this is what i get or maybe ive driven him to it by being so posessive because i have no one else this is prob the truth ,all i can say is if peaple would heve left us alone instead for five years have persicuted our relationship and put a huge strain on it ,left alone we would have been happy and i wouldnt been writing this
Gosh worthless what can we do ,i wish you where here in person we woukd comfort each other as we are feeling same so we understand
you are only bossy and rude etc. because its the only way you know to get attention so if it means being like that to get attention you will,i used to be the opposite and act stupid and say dumd things on purpose so people would give me attention then one day someone said be ore assertive put yourself high look in the mirror and say what a georgeous confident person you are and yes it works people love confident people more i just never knew it because my mum always put me down so i felt worthless so i acted stupid ,but sadlly this has nothing to do with that this about pressure ive had to fight to be with the one i love for 5 years and just because people are jealous because of my happiness in having the best husband in the world i thouhht has made me cling to him so much ive driven him away so why couldnt people leave us alone and the answer is people always want to say awww poor you never mind
samaritians do not care, I told them I was going to end my life and they told me they do not stop you, they allow you your choice, how does that care
Are you still there? I totally understand you. I'm bipolar but undiagnosed as my doc is not trained to recognise the symptoms. He says I'm depressed! I want to kills myself and I have a husband and children. But like you I am dealing with exclusion at work. And i can't cope with it.
Oh 'worthless, worthless' do you not know that sadly the majority of the hurt people who kill their own lives, are the people who we most want to keep on this planet? Their sensitivity, openness, and clear interest in love, are the very qualities that we would cherish!! If you are still with us, then do the world a great favour, and do NOT leave it....PLEASE 
PS. change that undeserved title you have chosen for yourself....
I look forward to seeing your next post (renamed as something positive xx
Hey Worthless,
I am old now but I still have major depression since I was 13. That was so long ago and I felt the same way you do or did. Depression runs in my family and the one thing that helped me the most was the advent of SSRI's or the new anti-depressants that gave me my life back. It is almost a miracle how these new drugs lift depression and have less side effects. I'm 50 now but I will need them the rest of my life and I'm ok with that because I feel so much better. My son is also on them or he doesn't function very well. Ask your doctor about SSRI's for major depression because they really do make life worth living. I'm so happy none of my suicide attempts worked because I would have missed out on a good life I didn't even know I was going to have and on my son who is a great kid.
You posted this a while back I hope that you are okay now please reply
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I would never tell you I know how you feel because I am not you. I myself have tried to find an end to my pain the only way I know how. I can't find a reason not to do it. I'm 36 years old and my ex has taken my kids and I don't know where other than the state of Ok I'm in florida with my parents because even if I find a job I get garnished for child support about 150 a week. I have no friends no car no drivers licence and no top teeth and thats why I am alone women seem to find me ulgy and so do i
Hi there I know this is 10 month ago but I hope you are well. To be honest I have the same feelings as you. I am tired with my life, I am the unloved. I love someone very much but today he don't love me like used to be. He found someone to replaced me. I am so sad. Many time I am thinking try to kill myself but I don't have the heart to leave another person which is I love too much as well.
My mother passed away when I was 5 month and my father passed away when I was 5 years old. Since thn I stay with my grandparents until I 13 years old. I start live by my self since when I was 13. I missed my fother very very very much until to this day. I don't have a family like other people.
thats the trouble not body unerstands i have only one friend and he understands because he gets where im coming from.
i would never stop anybody ending it all i have thouht about it but havent the guts and i do try every day to find a postitve its hard and im on the floor of life but tomorrow will be another day i come from a so called loving family but cant find any days that where good .and now they have disowned me .i don't understand you friends why would they do this to you. there is always some one who will help you i live in Nottingham and go walking on my own with my music and this helps me so my darkest days hope this helps and i wish i could take away the pain Andrew xxxxxxx